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King of Queens: Salt Lake's queer, Latino community Page 1

Being gay in Utah is hard enough.

By Stephen Dark
Posted // June 16,2010 - When Juan Lopez found his brother, Javier, hanging from a rope in the backyard shed of the West Valley City house they shared, his brother, he says, “had a huge smile, as if he’d finally found happiness.”

The brother had been dead for four hours, his nails turning black from pooling blood and his head almost separating from his body when Juan found him at about 10 p.m. on March 25, 2003. Hysterical, he cut the 31 year old down and laid him on the ground. The room was full of fabric that Javier—a brother, but also a transgender woman—had used to make dresses.

For the funeral viewing, Juan, now 40, dressed his brother as a man so as not to offend their Mexican family. “They didn’t want to know or talk about him being HIV positive,” Juan recalls. That denial extended to the two brothers. Juan knew his brother had been diagnosed as HIV-positive two years before his death. “I wanted him to tell me, but he never did. The [Hispanic] culture never teaches you to be open.”

For Javier’s cremation, Juan dressed him as a woman. “I could do that for him.” Javier had recently started taking hormones and had developed breasts. He was growing out his hair, had smooth skin and tattooed his eyelids.

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Juan believes his brother was bipolar and killed himself in the midst of a depression. Javier, he says, “wanted to be a woman 100 percent, to have kids, something he knew wasn’t possible in his lifetime. He couldn’t accept that, and it hurt him every day.”

Javier was a pioneer of a popular gay Latino Sunday night at now-closed gay nightclub The Trapp Door. He organized female impersonation shows called Latino Divas that featured drag queens, transvestites and transgender women. Before Latino Divas, attempts by activists to promote HIV prevention had met with failure. Juan, probably Utah’s most experienced gay Latino community activist, used his brother’s Sunday night event to promote HIV awareness.

For almost a decade, Juan, and more recently Utah Department of Health’s HIV outreach coordinator Claudia Gonzalez, have been doggedly handing out condoms at both gay and straight Hispanic bars and clubs. Utah Department of Health HIV Education and Training coordinator Heather Bush says Utah’s 2009 HIV-infection rate of 112 new infections was the highest on record. And while the Hispanic community only comprises 12 percent of the state’s population, 21 percent of men and 21 percent of women with HIV/Aids in 2009 were Latino. “A lot of Hispanic men are bisexual,” Juan says. Married Latino men who have sex with transgender prostitutes they pick up at straight Hispanic dance halls, then take STDs including HIV infections home to unsuspecting spouses are an enormous concern, HIV activists agree.

Interviews over several months with Latino gay men, lesbians, transsexuals and transgender women, some of whom are sex workers saving for their dream of gender-changing surgery, reveal a universe similar to 1970s San Francisco when gays were coming out and attempting to find a supportive community. The Salt Lake City Latino gay scene is similarly decadent and hedonistic. It’s pleasure seeking with a dangerous dark side, however. As gay Latinos open up to the community, many find themselves caught up in unsafe sex, alcohol and drug abuse, and risky plastic surgery. These behaviors are all the more deadly since few are eligible to receive medical care due to their undocumented status.

Lacking government assistance and aid, the community is caring for itself. Juan is helping with his advocacy for safe sex. And if there is a scene for this crowd, 27-year-old gay-night impresario Manuel Arano is hellbent on creating one.

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One recent Saturday night at Club Edge, dressed in black T-shirt and knee-length pants, Arano, a languid dancer, drifts through the club, engaging briefly in different conversations. Some of his show’s retinue of drag queens and transsexuals hover around him, yet he remains separate, both from them and from the temper tantrums—over, for example, which drag queen will open and close a show—that occasionally erupt in their midst. Atala, a 25-year-old transvestite and frequent performer in Arano’s shows who grew up in Layton, says, as a drag queen, “I used to love to fight, to get drunk.” Other drag queens and transvestites hated him, he says. “They put crushed glass in my compact. All we want to be is stars.”

This is a community riddled with gossip. “I’ve died of AIDS no matter how many times, I’ve committed suicide no matter how many times,” Juan says.

Arano initially succeeded Javier’s Latino Divas with his own “Pachanga Night,” which until the weekend before this year’s Pride festival had been at the Sugar House-based Hispanic nightclub Karamba for 12 months. It was arguably the place to be seen for a community that has only gradually emerged into the neon light, and also the place to learn and verify the day’s gossip.

Dancing3.jpgBut “the scene” has just relocated: On the final night of the Utah Pride Festival, Arano launched his new night, “Papichulo” (which means “Cute Guy”), at Club Edge (615 N. 400 West) leaving in his wake aggrieved managers at Karamba and conflicted regulars trying to decide where their allegiances lay. Karamba manager Martin Medina says his club will continue with a Sunday gay Latino night.

Juan worries that the crowd only has eyes for Arano’s gaudy nightclub spectacles, meanwhile ignoring the disturbing health issues that boil beneath.

“Everything Juan did was about the community,” Jennifer Nuttall, the Utah Pride Center adult programs director says. “It’s really hard for him to see the shift” to Arano. She adds there’s no reason why the community, which she says needs leaders, can’t have both men at the forefront.

Juan says his dream is “for the community to come together and care for each other.” That, though, may well be low on the list of priorities, considering all the obstacles gay Latinos can face. Perhaps the largest obstacle is that between 70 and 90 percent of Utah’s gay Latino population, Juan estimates, are undocumented. Lack of papers means no access to Medicaid for mental-health issues, leading many Latino GLBT community members in Utah, traumatized by coming out into an often unyielding and punitive Hispanic culture, whether in the United States or abroad, to find solace in substance abuse rather than seek help.

Alex Moya, the director of the Utah AIDS Foundation’s Hispanic arm, Hermanos de Luna y Sol, argues Latinos are a second or third option when it comes to parceling out resources. “It’s like we’re a second thought,” Moya says. “Everyone talks about being inclusive, diverse, but how do we get there?”

“I don’t think their needs are being met,” Nuttall says. The center, she adds, has hired consultants to help it be more inclusive. Juan points out, however, that the lack of resources may well reflect a greater appetite in the community for partying than, for example, taking courses to become sorely needed medical interpreters. “It’s hard to pull them out of the bars,” he says.

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Posted // June 21,2010 at 00:05

This was an enlightening article. Difficult at times to read. The struggle that many LGBT individuals endure in out society is amplified for LGBT in the ethnic community. Thank you for writing and bringing to light their many struggles and triumphs.

 

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Posted // June 17,2010 at 13:59

Anyone? No one? Ok, I'll go first. Hold onto your mascara tube.

In a related story:

There's great letter in the Trib today from a slightly bewildered local who saw footage of the Pride Parade on tv and had questions. I thought her comments were pretty insightful and play into the subject matter of this story.

She asked, politely, and I'm paraphrasing, that if LGBT folks want equality and acceptance, why do they go so far out of their way to shock and repel the straight community here or anywhere on the planet? If they want a chance to be considered the same as other people when it comes to jobs, housing, marriage...life, bascially, why do they go to the extremes of behavior and dress and mannerisms that they know will freak out the rest of the community? Some seem fixated on exorcising their Mormon heritage and making fun and taunting the locals all they possibly can.

And I thought, hmmmm, she's right. It's easy to label her a Pollyanna or a straight rube, but the crux of the matter is if you behave like a jack ass, you're going to get treated like one, regardless of gender or lifestyle or sexual preference. It's kind of a common denominator in society.

If you want respect, you earn respect, you don't demand it.

 

Posted // July 5,2010 at 21:13 - Respect isn't something you earn or demand. Respect is something that a respectable person gives simply for the sake of being respectful. In case you didn't notice, demanding that people "earn" your respect by their actions is still demanding. If you are demanding that they be respectful, then you really aren't any better than them for being so outlandish in demanding respect from you. Respect is something you should give a person so that they have a level to aspire to in order to feel worthy of it, not something that you withhold from someone because you feel more righteous or rational than them. Giving respect is about being respectable.

 

Posted // July 1,2010 at 16:29 - Take is easy, Jesse. Let me reword that that last paragraph: If you desire respect, it's earned by your actions, not demanded with your words. I'm not saying everyone has to dress and behave the same, but don't get all militant and upset if the straight banker denies your loan application because you came into his environment naked, except for the orange, plastic, traffic cone sticking out of your butt. Now, you may be trying to make a statement about traffic or cones or the color orange, but all the banker sees is a naked guy with a traffic cone in his butt. And for the love of god, is it July yet? Make sense? I hope not.

 

Posted // June 22,2010 at 16:13 - One more thing Mamba: the third rule of leadership from Boyz in the Hood is "never respect anybody who doesn't respect you back." Kinda cheezy movie, but good advice. Respecting those who don't respect you reveals a lack of self-respect, which is not only ugly, it's potentially unhealthy.

 

Posted // June 22,2010 at 16:01 - Repugnant radicals makes rational radicals seem normal. Rational radicals make angry activists look mainstream. Angry activists make assimilationists look positively wholesome. People may feel that they have nothing in common with a gay couple with kids...until they encounter a drag queen with cooking oil in her fanny--then the similarities between them and that gay couple seem a lot more apparent. It's an old rule of advertisements: just because you hate the ad doesn't mean it didn't work. Same goes for radical politics, gender bending, etc. (my two cents)

 

Posted // June 21,2010 at 13:56 - by that rationale, nascar fans should all be denied human rights.